I Fell in this.......

I am walking down the lane....
Holding her hands...
Close to my heart...
As i loved her the most...

I still remeber the day...
When i stood before her ...
With the symbol of my love...
I told her the three words.....

She stood there itself ...
With her head bowed..
But i can see her heart...
Which spoke the three words...

Now i am again standing before her...
With the symbol of our Love...
By which i 'll hold her hand...
For forever close to my heart.....

What me and you missed in life.........

In the past posts i have written all about love .... how i loved the topic ...how i hated falling in it... the good the bad the sorrow the happiness everything..... but i feel i ,not we have missed something in this life big time.... we missed living our own life...our own life meaning living as us .... i guess when u ask someone what u want to do in life , what u want to achive the first answer that pops out from our head is " i want to become like that person ".....even i have given answers similar to this many times ... i want to become like him or tht... but i havent said i want to become like me.... why everyone has to think like this..does our life is ours or we have to live like someone who has lived like that before... i did a lot of thinking on this by myself... its just struck me why didnt i say i want to become like me.... ever thought of it like that ... it will work wonders, no worries, u have to compare with yourself ,peace of mind...lot of things .....when we start comparing with others we will find difficult to live... u'll try to live like them without thinking that we are leaving our life behind...

Well i realised this very lately after i started taking too much responsibilities and thinking how i am going to do it.. the first thoughts how can i do it like them...but realizing that if i do it like that the they can take care of my responsibilties rgt...so i thought how can i take care of my responsiblities being myself....thats when i realized i wasnt thinking as me i was thinking as someone else .....

So think ... am I thinking for me as me ..... I am what about you......

Help!!!!

I was walking down the lane
But i cant see the path
Its dark with cries and sorrows
Which deafened my ears

Mothers crying for thiers babies
Children crying for thier parents
Its just stones and dust thats left
Which asked my why this

I tried to run and hide
But my legs went numb
I tried to hold on something
But my hands felt tired

I stood there thinking
Why was them gifted with life
Why they were taken from them
When they needed it most

Love and Death - a saga.....

I thought of writing this when i read a blog of my friend, which described what is happening in this life where people kill each other.. but above all killing each other its killing yourself that struck my mind...why does one kill themselves... well everyone writes something stupid saying that i didnt get my love so i have no reason to live in this world... let me ask does your father and mother bought you up to marry that girl or to love her/him only ... the answer is a simple and big no..... in this world its filled with rejections and acceptance.... rejections will happen but it doesnt say that ur not supposed to live after that.... well let me ask something to all of you who is reading this... who have felt if u r bieng rejected does that mean she/he loved u and just simply said no... i think everyone agrees to it by saying no to this... love doesnt mean u love her it means we love and care for each other... if its happening from only one side then whats the meaning saying i love u.....

Maybe u ppl will be thinking how come i know this.... well ppl learns from thier mistakes... i have gone through these situations in my life.... i have felt the same things... but somehow i learned something from the life for the first time.. ithought of sharing you with these thoughts...so life is something u r given donot throw it away its precious... because someone has given this to store it with us not to destroy so tht we can return saely when he aasks for it back...

Love(2).................

I held her hand close to my heart
Tightly fearing i might loose her
I can see the gates opening up there
With someone calling me inside

I remember when i vowed infront of god
I will be there with her till death apart us
Thatmade me happy as i will there for her
But little i knew that vow can happen so fast

Today i leave her all alone in this world
To be be with my creator up there behind the gates
I closed my eyes and stepped into the place
With a feeling i can protect and love her from here

Lane of Love......

I feel tired of walking..

Through the lane of love..

Looking for the door ...

Which will open for me...

I feel thirsty in heart...

But i dont see anyone...

Who can give me the love..

To quench my thirst...

But my love who live here..

Called me this far..

I cant stop here in middle...

As she is waiting for me..

The road is full of stones...

Like the stem of a rose...

I know i have to bear...

The pain which gives way to joy....

I can see her at the end...

Her face is tired of waiting...

But she is having a pale..

Full with love to fill my heart ......

Love......

i saw her coming to me...
with the smile that took my heart...
i stood there watching ....
with my mind drifitng back to the day...

i heard a laugh behind me...
it was a special one...
i searched for it all around...
that's when i saw her...

she stood there with her friend....
like an angel from the heaven....
with a smile on her face....
which melted my heart....

as time went by....
we came to know each other...
which gave into a relation...
which was beautiful in its way....

today i m standing by the aisle..
waiting for her to be mine..
to build a new life...
which will be the most beautiful one.....

Joe Nichols - The Impossible

My dad chased monsters from the dark,
Checked underneath my bed.
He could lift me with one arm,
Way up over top his head.
He could loosen rusty bolts,
With a quick turn of his wrench.
He pulled splinters from his hand,
Never even flinched.
In 13 years I'd never seen him cry,
But the day that Grandpa died,
I realized

((chorus))
Unsinkable ships (that sink)
Unbreakable walls (that break)
Sometimes the things you think will never happen, happen just like that
Unbendable steel (that bends),
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable,
I've learned to never under estimate, the impossible

Then there was my junior year,
Billy had a brand new car.
It was late, the road was wet,
I guess the curve was just too sharp.
I walked away with out a scratch,
They brought the helicopter in.
Billy couldn't feel his legs,
They said he'd never walk again.
But Billy said he would, and his mom and daddy prayed,
and the day we graduated, he stood up to say,

((chorus))

**Bridge**
So don't tell me that it's over,
Don't give up on you and me
'cause there's no such thing as hopeless
if you believe

((chorus))



true isn't it that nothing is impossible..... hope is what that keeps us alive...other wise we will be dead long ago......

Why do they have to question

everyone wants to know one answer who is ur girlfriend... i'm fed with tht question... why??? thr so many reasons.... first i m fed up with this love and things revolving round it as if u r stuck to it.... why do u have to stick when u r a free person... gettin stuck is tough thing and to remain stuck is even more tougher... u might need a force that is something that is bigger than any other force in this world....

Once u say u r from this shit place i live rgt now... everyone's first question whr is ur girl or did u find one.... is there a rule in this city that u should find out one girl to live.... shut up.... is this the city whr u find one's love... i think not... he is the worst place to find a love(exceptions are there)... i think u ll find much better ones in other places of the world....

I feel everyone should leave on thier own free without anyone to think of other than ourselves and pepole who made us this much....


In short i hate the question

"IS SHE UR GIRLFRIEND" and dont dare asking to me because u might make the biggest mistake

I Love You........

Well i thought i knew everything that comes under the topic love...... But that was the biggest mistake i made... To think i knew about this topic... I think no one has ever came out with the true meaning of love....If someone tells 'I Love You' what this actually mean.... nothing... its true nothing.....It's not something than you can express through the words....not through emotions also... It has to be felt .... Now a question will arise if its not emotion then how we can feel....Even i m not able to answer.... I have read lots(i think so) about love...all those love poems...those love stories.... everything... but i couldnt find a single explanation of how or what is love.....i had said this sentence but didnt know what i meant by that.... what i love about .... most of us confuse between love and like... like is something you can define.... but love definitly no... u cant define.... i have seen people writing about love... let me ask them do they really know what is the meaning of love... what you expect from love...... i bet they wont have any idea about that..
Let me go through two incident.... my friend B during the first year of college said he fell in loveand it seems she also loved him.... but now i think whether it was true..... becoz now both are in totally different planes...no way they will join back.....and let me point to another incident... i have friend H...... i heard she fell in love with someone...which i didnt belive,mainly becoz i liked her..... well finally i knew that she was going out with someone...but when i met her personally he had left him.... i asked her out... she said she is still in love with him... i dont know.... why she believes she is still in lovewith him..... because i m sure that he is not feeling that to her.....

Now tell me what is the meaning of love..... Both the incidents are totally different... and i think both the incidents love has two different meanings...


to be loved or not to be loved..........give me the meaning of this plzzz someone.........

Gandhi Answer this.......

Well I guess this topic everyone has given a view ….. But I think we have to concentrate on something that’s beyond his good work….. I don’t know how many in this world agree… but Gandhi has played a big part in the partition…. He is the one of the reasons why partition happened… But I don’t know, normally Indians find out the wrong in a person first before checking out what good he has done…. Well might be because everyone is afraid to point out the wrong in Gandhi, thinking of that they will be punished because of diminishing his image…. This might be true as Indians haven’t got much to boast about something they did good… Well to say the truth I admire him for the values he has taught everyone…. But everyone forgot what he left us other than the values he gave us… according to me all the problem that is happening in Kashmir is because of the partition that happened….. The only question I have is…. Why he was quiet at this time….. When he protested for each and everything that was bad for the country…. Please anyone answer this question……Why he was quiet???

Bye My Friend

We stand here looking at you
Thinking of all you have done with us
And there u lay in front of us
With a smile that carried us this far


When I cried all night you were there
Beside me comforting me
But when I need you now
You lie there and say cry on



When I laughed at you back then
You cried standing in front of me
But you lie there smiling while I cry
As if you are taking revenge on me


We all stand here to say goodbye
Knowing that you won't comeback
We bid you farewell, my friend
With this piece of earth where we made our friendship

The New Beginning

Like the spring that follows autumn
Like the rainbow that follows storms
I think I have reached the end
Which gives way to my new life


Gone were the days I cried for
Gone were the days I felt alone
Now I can feel it nearing me
Which is going to cover my life



Someone is there calling for me
Someone is there thinking of me
I think I fell in the pool of love
Because I can feel it all around me

Passion

Well i had to write this... it became my part..... but realized it just now....... it might be nice to hear tht a "friend in need is friend indeed"....... but ifeel its written by someone who didnt lived long in his life..... or he might have lived in a place whr he was the only one...... well i think we have to rephrase this word to something else..... something like " friend who kills u from front is friend indeed" ....becoz the need in this world can only be satisfied by themselves... there is no one to help you in this.... becoz everyone is busy with thier needs........ but if u want to kill there is lots help thats waitin for u...... that too killing slowly and doing it by by standing infront of you.....well u people will think how come i know this...... well im expereincing it right now.... everyone is standing infront of you and stabbing me in turns..... well now i think why i need friends.... to die.... well to say frankly i feel yes..... everywhere you turn to see your friend you will see them stabbing you ...... well the other thing i noticed is that,how best ur friend , the master he will be in stabbing you...... well i realized it a bit late.... but not too late to escape..... but the pain will remain in u... it wont go....think of this before its too late.....or feel the passion(this is not for certain people who knows me)....

well none is all i have

looks like everything is drained out of me...... nothin new is comin .... and whtever was thr its over.... the life hs become a puzzle which is hard for me to solve.... even others cant help.... how can they help its all upto me to solve..... yet i feel noone helped me..... feeling lonely has become a part of my life..... maybe i dropped my happiness in the journey i had all my life.... and i cant return back and take it.... lots of things are comin to mind right now..... but its all vauge i cant recognize anythin... everything is misty..... and its not clearin...... maybe thr is someone waitin in tht mist to get hold of me and give wht i dropped ... but im blind rgt now i cant see anything.... but i wont give up ill fall but will find out whts in the mist..... maybe its someone again who has come to take the last drop i have from me... i dont know wht is it..... help!!!!

Birth Of An Orphan Love

The moment I saw her…

I felt something inside me…

That was growing…

To be a wonderful thing…

We nurtured and took care…

To be sure it grows…

For it was our future…

And rest of our lives…

The day came I took it to her…

To give and share it….

Only to find it was all around there…

Beside her resting body…

Why it has to be like this…

To call her before…

She can even feel…

The birth of love…

Back To Her

I think I have found the way

To reach you

For I am getting ready

To leave this place…

Back to the wonderful days…

Where we held our hands…

Back to the wonderful times …

Where we cared for each other…

I than you who is there…

To invite me up there…

Where I can spend with my love…

For eternity, without fear of losing her….

The Frame

You are there right beside me….
Always and all the time…
I hold you close to my heart…
When I am alone with you…


You are there always…
Looking at me…
Always smiling and shining…
Making me proud I have you…


But only one thing makes me sad….
Why I can't be there beside you…
In that frame….
Where you stand all alone smiling

LONELINESS

It's silence around me…
I'm feeling lonely in this place….
For everyone is there…
Where I can only dream….


All have a place to be ….
In someone's hearts….
But I'm here ….
In this silence of loneliness…..


I went knocking on one door…
Which wouldn't open for me…..
And I'm still here waiting….
To get into my place…

Lost Thoughts

I can see her far away in the fields….
In the small twilight ….
She is as beautiful as I saw her last…

Those where the days…
Where we used to run through it…
Where we used to share our feelings…
Where we used hide from the world…

Those where the times ….
I loved her so much…
I held her close to heart….
I liked to be with her…

Those where the feelings…
Which made her the most wonderful….
Which made her my love…
Which made her my life…


You are the only one…
Whom I loved all along….
To this very time…
And will remain that always for you….

Feeling

Wonderful isn't this feeling…..
To just think of it….
To just touch it…
To know it…
Wonderful isn't this feeling…
To get someone for it…
To share it with them…
To talk about it…
Wonderful isn't this feeling…
For it's the greatest joy…
For it's the greatest pleasure…
To love and to get loved…

KISS ME GOODNIGHT

Kiss me goodnight….
My love….
For I don't know when…
When I'll get it again..
Don't know where I'll be…
As I'm not worth to be with you…
To come with you to the place you are going….
For I have not loved you the way you loved me…
Kiss me goodnight…
My love…
As you are leaving me alone…
In this world where everyone loves hatred…
You gave me the meaning of love…
Which for long I didn't believe....
Lord why you give me this punishment…
Don't take my love as I love her the most...

My Love

As of now i think i havnt found out the meaning of love or im still behind it ...... without knowing that its with me...... i dont know ........ maybe i ll find someone whom i love for the rest of the life......maybe u ll find in the next blog.....

my job

guys ' n' gals ....... as i wrote my life is waste, i thought my job will be also a waste but..... i dont know .......there might be be someone in this world who actually cares abt me and make sure tht i dont get the stuffs wrong whoever it is thanks ........

my life

man....i dont whr it is going but till now it was not good..... maybe in future it ll be good .... who knows.... i dont get wht i want ..... i dont get my first love .... only god can help me......