well none is all i have

looks like everything is drained out of me...... nothin new is comin .... and whtever was thr its over.... the life hs become a puzzle which is hard for me to solve.... even others cant help.... how can they help its all upto me to solve..... yet i feel noone helped me..... feeling lonely has become a part of my life..... maybe i dropped my happiness in the journey i had all my life.... and i cant return back and take it.... lots of things are comin to mind right now..... but its all vauge i cant recognize anythin... everything is misty..... and its not clearin...... maybe thr is someone waitin in tht mist to get hold of me and give wht i dropped ... but im blind rgt now i cant see anything.... but i wont give up ill fall but will find out whts in the mist..... maybe its someone again who has come to take the last drop i have from me... i dont know wht is it..... help!!!!